Hi blog, how are you? Sorry for leaving you un-updated for so long. And don't worry, I'll never forget you.
'Cos after I've really get into new school life, my life was so hectic, like.....
Through this year, I've gain so much... and lost alot, too.
My hair becomes longer as I didn't cut my hair since 24-1-2015 until now. One and a quarter years.
My face gains so much pimpless and annoying red spot all over my face and maybe because of stress or what they say endocinours disorder and wadsoever
Since 2016 I'd moved to a new house again and its like WOW
my didi also transferred to my school too and we can go and back to school together like we used to be two years ago. But I really 7 sien of him because he makes me late to school, everyday. Yes, EVERYDAY.
I had also gone through so much of
and because of these shits too, finally i get to see how this CH was :) and how the people act so naturally in here and there. but yet, ive got some truly real friendship with some of them too, really appreciate and I promise will never let anyone of you to gone far to me again, provided you'll never leave me the same. HA
Sheila Eve Irene Huiyee Wency Jason Andy Jeffrey.. yes thanks babessss.. Damn lot
We never need so much friends which all will easily forget about you but we really need one or two friends that will always stand by you and trust 100% over you no matter how's the north and the south pole is turned up
当初炽热的心已被现实浇灭，只知道，不要再轻易相信人
只知道，清者自清。永远不做伤害别人的事，不做亏心事，那我就不管怎么样都不需要害怕。
只知道，不会再浪费任何力气时间泪水去为自己辩解。不喜欢你的人永远都在等着机会如果摧毁你。
我不会再退缩，不会再害怕。我会原谅，我能努力理解你们伤害人的真正内心感受，我相信你们都是内疚的，我不会记仇。但我会从此远离，从此不能再给予信任。原谅得了，忘记不了。远离是非者，是非远离我。
我会好好的生活，好好的读书，拼出一个漂亮的成绩，好好的善用我的时间做我应该做的事。好好珍惜我身边的人。好好在自己的圈子做自己喜欢做的事。Term 1 成绩不甚理想，没达到3.0的目标可是没关系我会再继续努力的。我必需改变学习态度我必须规划自己的未来，我必须不再被任何人影响，我必须早日振作振作，常常抱怨上天是不公平的，但是他给的最公平的是时间，只是看在你怎么用这个时间，就决定你未来会在哪里做什么。早日改变，早日转变。
逼迫自己要变强，态度也会变得更坚定
努力不让妈妈在为我操半点心.....
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