the day after trial 2

Im not gonna say how much efforts I'd put it into this trial exam which was just a week before the real STPM term 2 examination and what expected's results I've mean to get
Just a quote from this time,  How much effort you put, how much results you get 
I've never satisfy and get contented with myself, neither back, now or then...

okay turn in the other way round, you know what the task we've and that we, me and my peopo will definitely do right after the exam ----- MOVIE TIME !

Marvel Series: Captain America Civil War

K, obviously im not much kinda type of ppl who prefer action movies haha
and well this is the only choice as we just watched Hunstman Winter War for the past weeks. psps: Snow Queen Freya sibeh gaolat sui sui sui !!!! her flawless skin, her hair, her everything! goshhhh!!

er im out of the topic again.  well i'm not so much into the avenger series too but this movie really got the ability to make the audience laugh the ass out at the cinema, especially the AntMan successfully caught my attention when he become so tiny little cutie small and all of a sudden become so gigantic !! 

 
Since I was a kid, Im longing for Spiderman, I mean the old spiderman, always prefer the old Peter Parker, or Andrew Garfield also not bad with this too. but in this new series, new spider"man" added into too. 
the reason why quotation mark is used is that... it's literally a spiderBOY. LOL 
maybe it is should be a boy at first and still to the end, but I dont like that much ha. ha.

The Fault In Our Stars

the perfect Hazel and Augustus 

K, I know im just too old for catching this up, but what's the matter is I had seen it too already, right?! And Finally too, I got the meaning of Okay? Okay.. as this is their "Always" hahaha

 

 A beautiful love story though... :)
(** just feel abit weird that how come his brother in Divergent Series can be Tris's boyfriend, omg this is not ... well..ahahhaha )
  

2016 ?!

It's been almost a year without writing any new post.
Hi blog, how are you? Sorry for leaving you un-updated for so long. And don't worry, I'll never forget you.
'Cos after I've really get into new school life, my life was so hectic, like.....

Through this year, I've gain so much... and lost alot, too.
My hair becomes longer as I didn't cut my hair since 24-1-2015 until now. One and a quarter years.
My face gains so much pimpless and annoying red spot all over my face and maybe because of stress or what they say endocinours disorder and wadsoever
Since 2016 I'd moved to a new house again and its like WOW 
my didi also transferred to my school too and we can go and back to school together like we used to be two years ago. But I really 7 sien of him because he makes me late to school, everyday. Yes, EVERYDAY.
I had also gone through so much of rubbish things between this period.
and because of these shits too, finally i get to see how this CH was :) and how the people act so naturally in here and there. but yet, ive got some truly real friendship with some of them too, really appreciate and I promise will never let anyone of you to gone far to me again, provided you'll never leave me the same. HA

Sheila Eve Irene Huiyee Wency Jason Andy Jeffrey.. yes thanks babessss.. Damn lot  
We never need so much friends which all will easily forget about you but we really need one or two friends that will always stand by you and trust 100% over you no matter how's the north and the south pole is turned up 

当初炽热的心已被现实浇灭，只知道，不要再轻易相信人
只知道，清者自清。永远不做伤害别人的事，不做亏心事，那我就不管怎么样都不需要害怕。
只知道，不会再浪费任何力气时间泪水去为自己辩解。不喜欢你的人永远都在等着机会如果摧毁你。
我不会再退缩，不会再害怕。我会原谅，我能努力理解你们伤害人的真正内心感受，我相信你们都是内疚的，我不会记仇。但我会从此远离，从此不能再给予信任。原谅得了，忘记不了。远离是非者，是非远离我。

我会好好的生活，好好的读书，拼出一个漂亮的成绩，好好的善用我的时间做我应该做的事。好好珍惜我身边的人。好好在自己的圈子做自己喜欢做的事。Term 1 成绩不甚理想，没达到3.0的目标可是没关系我会再继续努力的。我必需改变学习态度我必须规划自己的未来，我必须不再被任何人影响，我必须早日振作振作，常常抱怨上天是不公平的，但是他给的最公平的是时间，只是看在你怎么用这个时间，就决定你未来会在哪里做什么。早日改变，早日转变。

逼迫自己要变强，态度也会变得更坚定

努力不让妈妈在为我操半点心.....