Unfair ..

Sometimes I just really hate this world. Its seems like everything is unfair for us, for me.
I'm just a hilarious silly person in the crowd . 
Laugh by ppl, and yet seems the heads of them get in the distance for whispering out your name out from their mouth .
Im sick , I lost in the moment .
Helpless, then the only way is hiding myself deep inside mind, my heart ..

I tried to fight .. and fight and fight .. and run... 
to become the best, the fastest, the winner of this cruel game . 

"I want my money back "